-KuRia-

2010-11-28T06:55:00.000-08:00

Yesterday I went with one of my dormitory friend. She brought me to a very interesting place which I would never known. She has this map in Korean language regarding places in Japan and our destination was Yoyogi Park (代々木公園)

If I'm not mistaken she said that every Sunday there is what they called "free market" at the Yoyogi Park. People are selling new and used goods starting from clothes, shoes, bags, accessories, housewares, even golf's sticks XDD

Of course with cheaper price compare to goods at department store.

I was lucky since I found a blue shirt which actually more likely for summer instead of fall and winter season but it doesn't matter at all. Moreover, when I was holding the shirt, the seller lady came and said "that is CECIL McBEE. and being used once only. It doesn't look good in me and I think it will suit you better". She said it with a tone and expression as if she didn't really want the shirt being taken away by other people. Everyone suddenly laughed because of her.lol It's quite a brand actually and I got it for only 250 yen.. ^^

Then, we walked for awhile at the park. You can feel the autumn season is going..

Autumn at Yoyogi Park

Every single tree at the park starting to turn into yellow and red color and the leaves begin to fall too. My friend then said "its really autumn know". In fact it is autumn.lol

From there, we walked to Meiji Shrine. I love the air at the shrine. It just different, so clean and fresh and yet made me feel calm and at peace..

At the shrine there was quite a few of couple who are getting married. This was the first time I saw a Japanese traditional wedding ceremony. I found that all Japanese brides are always looking beautiful and so pure at their wedding day..

The wedding couple

The Japanese traditional wedding brings out the impression which the married couple comes from a noble family. It's simple yet elegant.

We walked too much but also ate too much. Ever since I arrived in Tokyo, this was the first time I think I over eating. My friend really loves to eat so we tried many kind of food. Morning we ate dango and yaki soba bread. Then at noon we ate yaki soba, burger, and cheese bread. After that for the snack we ate angels heart's crepe. Finally we ate ramen for dinner. My stomach had no more space.lol

But I love eating too.. So yesterday was really interesting.. ^^

2010-11-27T01:39:00.000-08:00

I was doing my regular routine on Saturday.. Doing the laundry and cleaning up my room.. However, I was late today XDD When I wake up, the breakfast time almost over, lucky the dormitory lady still prepared my breakfast but I had to eat it super fast.. Then I didn't feel well so I fell asleep until noon!! I hurried to the shower room then do the laundry..lol

From the fourth floor of my dorm which is the laundry place, you can see the half way done Sky Tree ^^

I've never had the chance to write about my new place, so today I decided to make a posting of my comfy room.. Its not very spacious and my Korean friend moved to another place since the room isn't big enough for him.. So I think the ladies dorm and the boys dorm have pretty similar design and space. But for me I found its more than enough. Its just lovely ^^

The bed

Book case and Study table

There is a small TV there which is not mine actually. My friend lend me her TV and until now it still there in my room. Its been a month I think the TV is with me.lol But my friend's room has no more space, thus she said just let the TV be in my room.hehe

Wardrobe (small XDD)

My study table ^^

My text books

These are the books which are being used at the school. Every day Kanji test for level 2 and then grammar test, reading too. So far I have received 5 books, don't know how many more to come. However, I love books so each time I received new book, it just makes me so happy~ ^^

I gotta go for dinner now, starting next Monday I won't have time to eat dinner. This will go for 3 weeks T_T Study and working.. I hope I can cope for the next three weeks.

2010-11-21T16:42:00.000-08:00

I went to Marui city Ueno again yesterday XD

Now I am confused. I supposed to look for a coat and boots but then I found a very beautiful purse. Its by Samantha Thavasa and its the disney limited collection.

Their web: http://www.samantha.co.jp/

(but the purse I want isn't there yet)

Want to buy this so badly but when thinking about the price~ *Sigh~ T_T

aaah what should I do.......

My heart turns out so weak when seeing beautiful goods.lol (>__<)

Moreover, when I walked around the boots level, I found a boot which really suit my style. But again, the price isn't friendly.. Its a low boots by Tsumori Chisato Walk.. They are just going to make me broke.hiks

I have to find a part time job soon I guess.. aaaarrrghh... I can't stop sighing.lol

2010-11-15T03:20:00.000-08:00

It was raining today which made the weather became so COLD!!! I need to buy a coat as soon as possible. XDDD

Yesterday a friend of mine invited me to visit the Hattori Nutrition College since they were holding some kind of event where there were also cooking classes by the professional chefs not only from Japan but also from France and Italy. However, the people who came there were a lot and I even found myself so hard to move around.lol

So we decided to only joined one of the classes where the speaker or the chef was a Japanese. The cuisines are totally amazing. All recipes were using veggie what they called "Nasu" or eggplant. There were two types of nasu, the ordinary shape and the round one (maru nasu). I'm really impressed since the class was very interesting. In one hour, the sensei cooked 6 menus which each of them contains eggplant. Boild, fried, roasted eggplant, really tasty. ^^

After that we went to Shinjuku first to have lunch. My friend said there was a delicious ramen shop and when we arrived we have to queue. The ramen really is tasty and a lot. I ate the medium size for my lunch and I didn't need my dinner at all.. (>_<) We walked from one street over another street. From Shinjuku to Harajuku, then Omotesando and Shibuya..

At the end, on train, my friend said his feet hurt.lol I also looked around at some of the fashion store searched for a coat, but still couldn't find the right one. So its not good since the weather isn't so friendly anymore. T_T

I entered some shop and brought these back home.. XD

My friend: "you can't find a coat but bought a lot of other things"
Me: "The weather isn't friendly and make the skin so dry, besides I only bought these, nothing else" lol

But the cold weather can dry your skin, my hand started to crack and itchy, even sometimes suddenly have scratch..

However, I really need a coat!! XDDDD

2010-11-13T09:12:00.000-08:00

It's 2 am in the morning now and I still can't sleep coz I slept too much during the whole day XD

The weather is getting colder and my problems are the wind and the water. Each time I've done shower, it feels the same as after go swimming. My friend said maybe the chemical to sterilize the water too high or my skin doesn't really get use to it. So my face becomes so DRY.. It hurts each time I finished shower or washing my face. *Sigh

I bought this a few days ago.. Cure - Natural Aqua Gel. It said that it can help the new skin to come out by peeling the dead skin cell. It also mentioned that the dead skin cell can cause our skin condition to become bad. Thus, this also good to be used during winter day since it is made by water.. So I thought, I might give a try using this product twice a week as recommended.

The other product I bought is:

I bought a lot of things lately XDDDD.

But I am using contact lenses every day and my eyes blurry after I take out my lenses. So I think I need something to clean up my eyes because we don't know what kind of dirt got inside our eyes especially with the strong wind weather.. To me, eyes are the most important part of our body because eyes are the window of ourself. See people on their eyes ^^

I said that my face get so dry right, and lately my hands are getting dry too.. Feels hurt like you are having scar or getting scratch or something..

Getting redness

In conclusion, I need to buy hand cream..lol I don't really like applying hand cream since it feels a bit sticky but now no choice but applying it (>_<)

Have to go bed now, my friend and I will go to a university festival. Its a famous culinary university and tomorrow's themes are France and Italian food..lol

2010-11-07T17:15:00.000-08:00

Finally I got my phone and I got my laptop being fixed. Thus from now on I can use the net again from my dorm ^^

Ah, but my laptop got problem before which made it kept failing to connect to the net, so the repairman had to re-format the whole system. So now my laptop can connect the net but I lost all the data inside as the consequences.hiks I don't know that my laptop has really bad condition inside. I thought of getting a new one which is Sony Vaio, but I love my current laptop. *Sigh XD

Gotta study now, have test today.. ^^

2010-10-13T03:56:00.000-07:00

Greetings from my new hometown..lol
Its been a week which I have stayed in Tokyo, but I have not seen anything yet. Only go back and forth from dorm to school. Actually, I was quite afraid of getting lost >_<

Yesterday was the enterence ceremony for new students and today was the first day of the lecture. It was really hard, but the teacher said that I would be fine since today was my first day. My classmates almost all of them are coming from China, only one person came from Korea. Thus so far I do not have friend to talk to during class. However, I feel so greatful to have a friend who stays in the same dorm as mine. She is a Korean and since the very beginning we met, she has been so nice and lovely.. Saranghae...lol

She helped me with a lot of things. Starting from picking up futon and buying quilt or blanket. It was so funny, when we went to buy the quilt. Both of us were confused between quilt and futon. Moreover, she only can speak Korean and Japanese, so we have to communicate with Japanese and it was very funny.. Two weird foreigner were arguing about futon with weird Japanese too.hahaha

I like the weather in here. Very clean from polution.hehe And the weather slowly becomes colder as well since its autumn already.. But the school is really hard and I have to seriously study if I want to survive.lol

The problem this time is something wrong with my laptop. I do not understand why it can not connect directly to the internet T_T
Even now I am updating my blog because my friend lend her laptop to me along with her television.hahaha She said, she really needs to study for tomorrows test. Yeah, at school we have test every day. 本当に大変です

しかし、とっても面白かった
私は日本語が早く上手になりたくて、いろいろな事を話せるように。
今からもっともっと一生懸命頑張りましょう。

2010-09-29T01:01:00.001-07:00

My teacher told me that she had had my passport along with the visa with her.. Aaahhh よかった！

I feel so relieved now.. Actually I dunno how to express my feelin' XDD

So, tomorrow I'll pick up my luggage and bag from laundry place, then preparing documents2 in case I need them, take my ticket and also start packing. I shall not forget important things like medicine and some cereals..

I still nervous though.. Relieved for some thing and then start to nervous about other thing. yaiks x_X

Shall try my best physically and emotionally. Moreover, I should not be over exited too since I'm afraid I will hurt myself in some ways..

yosh.. がんばります～

2010-09-26T22:10:00.000-07:00

The time is getting closer.. My teacher today go to Japanese embassy which is located in another town to take the visa. Hopefully there will be no problem, so she can return on Thursday..

In the meantime, I shall prepare myself properly towards this new challenge which has been waiting ahead.

There is not much I can do except trying to find as much information as possible which one of them is by reading..

Most of the time, I read novels but this time is different. XD

First book: "Living in Japan"

It is written that this is A guide to living, working and traveling in Japan. This book makes me realize how much challenge and struggle shall I face later. I understand that culture shock, loneliness and language barrier will be occurred without exception.

Second book: "Belajar dan bekerja di Jepang" (Studying and Working in Japan)

Different from the first book which is more likely forcing us to be prepared for the hard and hectic live in Japan (a bit depressing lol), this second book shares many tips and information regarding good deal buses, living place, tips, how to prepare documents needed, until scholarship and companies' information.

So the second book contains totally information regarding Japan itself while the first book tells about problems and controversy which faced by most of the foreigners.

あのぉ～This book below.......

Shall I read this too? X_X

Each time I see this book, it always remains me of some gloomy days in Singapore back then.hahaha

Its nice to see and read but do not remember and absorb the information too serious.. In fact, forget all the yokaiiiii!!!!lols

While I was cleaning up my bookshelf yesterday, I found these.. I bought them when I was still a senior high school student. Back then, I used to think that my life was so simple. After graduated from university, I would start working, then build my own family.

"Family circle" Magazines

However, when I was in university it all turned out differently. But I was very happy since I thought that I finally had a reason to live my life. I have a dream which I want to achieve which makes my life colorful.

one of recipes from Shojikiya's brochure

しかし、My dream is still the same. One day I wish I could be in my own kitchen house and start cooking meal for my kids..lol

Its a silly dream though~ XD

2010-09-26T02:33:00.000-07:00

A friend of mine posted this earlier.. She got it from http://ameblo.jp/visualkei-oyaji/

Alice Nine new single will be released soon.. \(^0^)/

However, I even haven't had their previous single "Senkou" yet and now this is coming up.. XDDD

First thing to do after arrived in my new home later is going to music store and buy them..lol

*baka* How can I worry about purchasing Cds instead of preparing my new life..haha

"Stargazer"

楽しみに待っています～

Tora sama~ *Jump around*lol

2010-09-17T02:26:00.000-07:00

Today is 17th of September which is Tora's day!! Otanjyoubi omedetou Tora sama~ Happy Birthday \(^o^)/

Loveeee Tora sama in this yukata style ^^

I just arrived at my sis place after a week holiday.. Tired but very exciting. Things happened during this time holiday which never occurred before.. Starting from our car's engine got problems, my sister had a sudden low blood pressure and my bro got diarrhea.. Sigh~ but.. so funny.lol

This year holiday will be the most unforgettable family reunion so far (>__<)

Tomorrow will return to hometown again. Back to usual activity and hopefully everything will go as planned. Have to start packing and preparing all the stuff needed for my study which will be started next month..

2010-09-05T05:54:00.000-07:00

I was thinking about what should I have for my dinner.. Since my mouth tasted so dry, I wanted to eat something fresh.. So I decided to eat green apples..

Look like a pair of eyes

then

I got an idea.lol

My intention was to make it look cute and funny but,

It looks like JOKER!! Why so serious?? *fails XDDDD

My dinner was ready~

I mixed it with honey because the fruits itself taste sour..

いただきます～

2010-09-05T01:13:00.000-07:00

Sunday.. sunday.. so fast~ My family and I will go to visit my sisters again this Wednesday.. Holiday is coming ^^

So, today I will go to buy some toiletries and other things needed.. Mom is cooking a lot which we will bring for my sisters..

a friend of mine broadcast this earlier..

F : Father

A : And

M : Mother

I : I

L : Love

Y : You

Long life for every parents in the world~ ^___^

2010-09-03T00:18:00.000-07:00

I can't talk since yesterday. Now its getting even worse.. Sore throat plus cough T_T

Bored and don't know what to do today, so I just ended up doing some random browsing towards some products' web and found this:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T4ijn_NB9Ig&feature=player_embedded#!

My first impression is: Awesome products!! XDDDD

The power of make up.. Where have I been so far and don't know what women supposed to know? Am I a woman??lol

I used to think that I hate make up but now I'm more and more have interest on them although I don't really like using too much on my face.. However, since my sis love to use my face as a canvas for practicing, I began to find out which products are best and suitable for my skin type and so on..

So, I conclude that there are two purposes of wearing make-up..

First is too improve the skin so it will looks fresh, radiant yet still natural.

Where as the second purpose is to enhance the look by adding colors and stuff which in the end might change someone's look depending on the event...

To be honest, my knowledge and skill over this beauty things are still poor.. Even my sister who is 2 years younger than me is very good at applying them.lol

妹は私の先生だ～ XDDD

2010-09-01T03:57:00.000-07:00

I got sore throat T_T

The weather not good for body condition which made us can get sick so easy.. Really troublesome XD

So.. What had I take for my sore throat?lol

Morning :

Sterile Milk --> Mom asked to drink this

taste: plain

then

I don't know what is this X_X --> Auntie asked to drink this

taste: Sour

at noon:

Coffee??

Of course not since I can't drink coffee XD

This made of this thing below:

taste: sweet ^^

At night:

Totally no idea about this thing above!!

Looks like a wood which being chopped very small..haha

taste: very bitter.. T_T

Seems like sore throat will be gone but can get stomachache soon XDDDD

2010-08-29T04:54:00.000-07:00

Its been a week already since I returned to hometown.. Can't believe time flies so fast XD

I don't have time to clean up my things since last week.. Thus, on this Sunday I decided to empty my wardrobe.. Yeay!! (*so hyper) (>_<)

I wanted to give away my old clothes which I no longer used.. Then I told mom, about giving those to orphan which at least can make the kids there happy although these are not new clothes, but the condition are still good.. So.. ehm..

so far 3 boxes (>_<)

Then I found this among those clothes, My Lancer T-shirt.. It used to be my best shirt before. Bought this around 4 years ago when my family were still having this car.lol

Mitsubishi Lancer Evolution \(^_^)/

Finally, my wardrobe almost empty.hehe Then what are these below?

あれぇぇぇぇぇ！

Errr~ My clothes also.. T_T

But these I don't put in my wardrobe, most of the time are in my luggage or my other container.. My things are scattered everywhere..lol

2010-08-28T04:40:00.000-07:00

A friend of mine asked me out for a while today.. The first planned was to have lunch together, but then she said let's go grab some ice together.. But, in the end I could only meet up with her for no longer than 1 hour since she had to go to her father's grieve yard..

She will be going back to China tomorrow with her boyfriend because their school will start on the 6th of September.. aah, when is my turn to start studying? XDDD

Patience is the key to become a successful person, so 楽しみ待っています～ \(^O^)/

Also, I want to dedicate this song for my family.. Its a song by 清水翔太（Shimizu Shota) - Family

大好きだよ愛してるよ～

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mhNYDR2nly0&feature=related

家族のみんな、愛してるよ!　^___^

2010-08-27T02:26:00.000-07:00

Hot Hot HOT!! It becomes my fav. word.lol

Seriously, I got headache now because of this weather.. T_T

Yesterday I ate these.. Hot weather makes you so lousy ne~

Breakfast

Lunch~

Its called "takoyaki", but where is the tako?? No octopus inside yet the taste of course so far from the real Japanese takoyaki. But still fine, better than nothing (>_<)

Today's snack is this.. However, I only ate it half way.. No more appetite.. X(

Taste like Starbucks green tea latte (^O^)

Then, I made a compilation Cd so everyone could listen on the car.. Tried to burn it yesterday but I had no more blank CDs left. So my bro helped me buy some today..

Blank Cds.. I only asked 5, but my bro bought 8 XD

Tracklist:

Waka Waka (This Time For Africa) -Shakira (Everyone loveee this song ^^)

Break your heart - Taio cruz (ft.Ludacris)

One time - Justin Bieber

Count On Me (Nothin on You) - Jay Park

Tik tok - Kesha

Impossible - Shontelle

Airplanes - B.O.B. (ft. Hayley Williams) --> my fav.

Pyramid - Charice (ft. Iyaz)

Unstoppable - Rascal Flatts

Secrets - One Republic

Eenie Meenie - Justin Bieber (ft. Sean Kingston)

Love the Way You Lie - Eminen (ft. Rihanna)

DJ Got Us Falling In Love Again - Usher (ft. Pitbull)

Baby - Justin Bieber (ft. Ludacris)

Connection - Taeyang (ft. Big Tone)

One Less Lonely Girl - Justin Bieber

Wedding Dress (English Version) - J.Reyez & Tommy C

Somebody To Love - Justin Bieber

Lights Off - Jay Sean

I`ll Be There (English Ver.) - Taeyang

Where U At (English Version) - J.Reyez & Tommy C

I think I need new laptop. My notebook gives me quite much problem.. One of them is keep being failed when I tried to burn some Cd.. It really wasting though.. But I've had this notebook for 5 years now and it is my first notebook, so kinda sad to change too.lol

2010-08-25T03:25:00.000-07:00

Today's weather was so hot as usual, but it looks like gonna rain at night..

Strawberry frozen yogurt bar~

I ate this yogurt bar while my bro ate Haagen Dazs ice cream. He cheated me..lol

When I opened the fridge, there was this white plain box.. So I took out the cover and found this inside it..

Don't know what it is (>_<)

I guess that must be one of the snack brought by my sis when she returned from Japan before. I haven't tried eating it, but it looks like some rice snack..

Hot weather makes my oily face turns more oily T_T Sometimes I feel itchy all over my face when I got under sun too often.. Finally my bro has done with his religious camp, so for tomorrow onwards we can stay at home.. ^^

Forgot that I have this on my fridge too..lol Brings some refreshment to the face ^^

Laneige Strawberry Yogurt Pack

This product has a very delicious smell.. Just like the real yogurt one, but of course its not edible..lol

Ow~ My dog gave birth to 6 puppies, YAY!! However, my dad will give them to some of his friends.. We have 2 dogs at home now, previously 3 but momo chan died 4 month ago.. Miss momo a lot T_T

Healthy puppies from cindy and mochi \(^O^)/

2010-08-24T06:52:00.000-07:00

Got some bad luck today.. Moreover, why people asked about my Visa? How come they knew about this all? Aish, I wish I know T_T

I was wearing orange socks.. Wore the socks in the morning and forgot that this socks quiet thick. As the result, I felt hotter in the day =_=

When the weather was so hot, I felt like being full all the time. Don't have appetite to eat..

So I only ate this half in the morning and another half for my lunch..

Called "Abo"

It's a traditional Chinese cuisine which not very popular nowadays.. It's a rice vermicelli with chicken.. Taste nice though and like it so much.. I love the broth ^^

At night, we had dinner outside. My parents and I, only three of us since my bros were having their religious camp.. Very rare dinner between me and my parents only. Last time the three of us went together was in Jakarta around 6 years ago.lol

We went by motorbike. I was with my dad and my mom was driving her own.. My car driving skill: advance.. Motorbike skills: ZERO!!

I felt sorry coz my parents supposed to share a motorbike and I with my own. However, since I didn't know how to drive so .... Gomen ne otousan, okaasan (>_<)

2010-08-23T03:51:00.000-07:00

Does anyone still get the I hate Monday syndrome??Coz to me everyday is Monday or Sunday.lol

I went to my Japanese tutors place and the weather was so hot... Made my spirit down T_T

I'll go there again by tomorrow since I'll help my sensei with some typing matters.. XDD

Hot weather plus a lot of mosquitoes = Nightmare!!! I hate mosquitoes, I got pretty bad ill because of them..

Especially at shop, the mosquitoes are very wild.. They just like vampires.. Aigoo X(

Hopefully there will be a lot of customers buy these before this year holiday~

The new-comer machine in our shop

Shop closed earlier during this fasting month. So, my mom and I went to buy some fruits before we went home. When we entered the fruit store, my eye caught something.. Haagen Dazs ice cream and there were some Korean ice too!! Omo, lost to the ice cream temptation.. so we bought some.. err.. quite a few (>_<)

Mom said let's buy each flavor \(^0^)/

2010-08-21T21:21:00.000-07:00

This morning my grandpa called.. Talked to my dad about the next month holiday and then continued speaking to me.. He said I just returned and will go again.. Go back and forth hah..lol

I said to my mom, let's ask grandpa to come too for the holiday. Grandpa has been stressful recently, he needs some refreshing.. Then mom talked to dad, and dad said what about grandma? My granny is quite picky about eating and stuffs. If she eats late, she will get headache or other unknown disease will appear which makes all of us worried. I dunno whether the sickness is true or just some kind of act for being specially treated.. and this is really troublesome when you're travelling.

I tried talking to mom again about asking grandpa along.. (still haven't give up yet) (>_<) I miss grandpa.. Last time grandpa came to my city when I was ill and couldn't go with him.. So I think this is the right time to mingle again. I'm sure grandpa misses everyone of us. Misses my sisters a lot (can only meet once or twice in a year)..

Later will talk to dad again.. If granny insist to come too, just explain to her that we won't be able to eat at the time my granny is supposed to have her meal. So if she agreed, then granny could go too, coz to be honest I don't want to become her nurse during my holiday later.. Sorry grandma XDDDD

2010-08-21T07:42:00.000-07:00

I'm home again.. Back to my hometown, meet my mom, dad, bros and auntie \(^0^)/

My sister forgot to switch on the alarm, so nobody wake up.. Lucky we still got time to airport.. I was the last person to embark to the plane.lol

My suggestion when you go by plane: Don't wear belt!!! Coz last time, I had to put off my belt plus my shoes.. aigoo~ My sisters really happy to see me like that (>_<)

Mom picked me at the airport and I miss her so much.. We're talking about many things happened. well.. its kinda look like I reported what had happened by the time I stayed at my sisters' place. About my sister's boyfriend, about the holiday and many things.. Love you mom~ ^^

Aah, after I arrived, by the time I approached the exit door, there was an airport staff which mistaken me as a Korean.. There was a Korean guy before me and he thought that I was with him.. However, by the time he checked on my passport, then he said "you're Indonesian"!!lol

韓国人でわないよ～　XD

Its weekend night, and my bro is going somewhere with his friends. He scolded me for being at home on weekend.. Its nice to be at home right?hehehe

Going to sleep on my pillow and my blanket (^V^)

2010-08-20T08:56:00.001-07:00

We're watching movie before I returned to hometown tomorrow..

The Expendables

What a cool movie!! Love Jason Statham ^^

This team just as great as the A-team movie.. I want to watch again..lol

Now have to do some packing.. So lazy to pack (>_<)

Put this on luggage

My luggage only can up to 20kg.. So light right.. The airline is so stingy with luggage weight.. Aish..

My phone's battery died already, cannot take more picture of my bag.hehe

I'll pack my things now.. My flight tomorrow will be on 3pm so still can sleep until 9 or 10am (>_<)

2010-08-19T02:51:00.001-07:00

Just done making the final confirmation regarding next month holiday. No mistake this time (hopefully) (>_<)

Colmar Tropicale - Berjaya Hills

Its going to be our first visit there. Dunno what kind of excitement we'll find later there. However, seems like a very interesting place as written on the website and brochure.

http://www.berjayahotel.com/berjayahills/index.asp

My sister really eager to visit the Japanese Village. Is it because of the effect after returning from Japan?rofl

They want to go to beach at first, but after I suggest this place she said let's go rent Kimono, joint the tea ceremony and bla bla bla...hahaha

I guess I will like this place since it has botanical garden, great views and fresh air.. Far away from the city.. No more office building for the holiday ^^

Nice view~

But most of all, I don't want to go to beach.. The weather here is hot and if you go to beach means you'll be melting. Totally melting!! (>_<)

Can't wait to see the real place next month....

2010-08-18T09:24:00.000-07:00

Finally I successfully persuading my sisters so we went to eat Korean Cuisine @ MidValley City.. やった！hehe

Today will be the last day we could go hanging out together since my sisters have begun having a lot of assignments to be done before next month holiday.

Bibimbap

Like it so much (coz veggie only) ^^

Korean Ginseng Tea

Actually I prefer rice water but Korean restaurants in here don't have it XDD

The tea has a little bit sweet taste and pretty much nice though.. But, I still prefer ocha.lol

After eating, we went to market. There is one Japanese store called Shojikiya and I never miss come to that shop whenever I came there.hehe I accidentally found that shop while my mom forced me to see around the mall before (>_<)

They have some kind of recipes flyers and inside have:

ホットケーキ

and

My favorite Chawan Mushi ^^

Next time, let's try making these (^O^)

2010-08-17T09:43:00.000-07:00

I'm gonna return to my hometown this Saturday and will come again for holiday next month XDD

What I want to do before I go back is Eating Korean Cuisine (>_<) aah, I love Korean foods..hehe

I dunno why, but I love eating Bibimbap as much as I like eating Ramen and Chawanmushi ^^

I'm persuading my sisters now. Let's eat korean tomorrow, C'mon la~hahaha

My sister took my gel liner after she tried using it once and as usual, I gave her the liner along with the brush (T_T)

say bye bye to my gel liner~

She said that I don't use it really often, thats why its better just gave it to her. I don't really like using this since I like looking natural instead, while my sister likes using eye liner all the time. So gave it to her in the end.lol

And these are what I just bought. My other sister was buying some body cream and I got these.. It is a shampoo which called "Hop Beer Hair Wash" from Skin food. I have problem with my head. So far, I haven't found a shampoo which can suit my hair condition. Really troublesome T_T

I don't like the smell.. I find its kinda unpleasant. Like traditional Chinese herb medicine. XDD

Dunno whether this shampoo will work well for my hair.. No harm trying though..

Plus I got 2 nail colors.. Nice and sweet ^^

2010-08-16T11:10:00.000-07:00

Its 2 AM in the morning now and my sister's friend was arguing with her boyfriend. Began from chatting and then until talking through phone. They really like to argue about things.lol

Well, she told me that they often have argument since they are having a long distance relationship, but when they meet they almost never fight..

Aah, I thought long distance relationship is somehow very interesting and you won't fight or argue since you can't meet each other. So.. Am I wrong all the time?? I don't know how it would be about relationship, long distance or not, since I don't understand and no idea at all.. XDDD

However, my sister's relationship so far so good though.. Maybe because the guy is older than her 8 years? The older the better?? Sigh, what am I mumbling about here.. I'm bored, worried, exhausted, confused.. T_T

Holiday is coming up and my mom asked me to arrange it. However, when I asked about their opinion regarding the plan, they always have critics but then in the end they answers will be "up to you". Always like that, later blame me since I'm the one who made the plan. Aahh~ Feels like wanna run away.

I don't need more holiday since I've had enough with holiday.. My bros like to say, its very nice to be me since I don't go to school and can stay at home or go anywhere I like to, but they never understand how does it feels to be "unemployment". Its bad since you use your brain less than when you're studying which can result to short-term memory.

I want to start going to school again as soon as possible (>_<)

2010-08-15T01:55:00.000-07:00

Raining on Sunday~ Lucky we didn't go out today.lol

I'm watching Begin Japanology. Its a very nice program which aired by NHK channel.. Its on English since the presenter is an English guy I think XD

Really help to broaden your information regarding Japan..

Here is the website: http://www.nhk.or.jp/nhkworld/english/tv/japanology/

I've watched some and I'm really into it now.lol

2010-08-14T08:08:00.000-07:00

I was trying to sleep since my sisters and her friend were doing their assignments, but suddenly they asked me to go outside to find some food. So now I can't sleep (>_<)

Then my sister's friend asked me about cars' engine. As the result I missed my CR-V.hiks well, was my parents CR-V (T_T)

They bought the car 2 years ago, but they almost never used it. Always in garage and they drove Toyota - Kijang everyday.hahaha The car only being used by me, but at that time I was still staying in other city, so only on holiday when I came back to my hometown I drove that car. Since I'm the only one who love everything about that car, I felt like my parents gave the car to my possession. That car was like my second bed room.lol I had that kind of feeling. I washed it at least 2 times a week or after I got home from rainy weather, I would wash the car although at night.hehe

When my brothers ride on that car, I won't let them make any dirt on the car.. I kinda paranoid about my baby getting dirty.lol Unfortunately, the big earthquake took place and my parents afraid if there was something happened to the car so we couldn't sell the car with good price. Thus, they sold it with very cheap price!!! Shit!! Just by remembering it made me angry. I had taken care of that car with all my heart, but the guy who bought it doesn't care whether that car in excellent condition or not since he knew my parents wanted to sell it as quick as possible.

My baby was only a year old and you cannot differentiate it with the new one since the condition was still great.. But, not my luck so my parents had to sell it...

My parents nor of them like to drive CR-V, but now they have a mitsubishi Pajero which much bigger and wider than CR-V (>_<) and my mom really really love that car.. おかしい～XDD

Btw, its their money, so they decide which one to buy ne..hahaha

Right now I'm opening Honda's web..

http://www.honda.co.jp/CR-V/webcatalog/3d/

Very thrilling and tempting *_*

Ooh, and also there is a news that this car would be available with Diesel engine too..

http://www.jogjaspeed.com/2009/10/10/honda-new-crv-diesel-2010-review-and-specification/

I guess I've found my soul mate!!lol Should work hard and buy one someday ^^

2010-08-14T04:12:00.001-07:00

Almost forgot.. I found some nice page.. It's about piano though ^^

http://www.downeu.com/d/liszt.html

I'm gonna try'in some XD

2010-08-14T03:40:00.000-07:00

We went to some places today.. My sisters' friend need to buy bus ticket for the holiday next month, so we accompanied her to the bus station. After that we went to Electronic shopping center. Again!! This was the third time I came there. My sister's iPhone still has problem with msn and yahoo messenger setting.. But now its fine ^^

Lucky, there was a event for Japanese food.. So we bought some..

My mom really like that Dorayaki.. So this time I bought more (>_<)

This is for me.. Strawberry cough drop stick..lol

Really tired, walking all day plus only slept for 4 hours +_+

Need much sleep tonight..hehehe

2010-08-13T07:46:00.000-07:00

Today my sisters and I went to my sisters' univ. to finish their administration thing. My sister was moving from diploma to bachelor. Surprisingly, the tuition for bachelor is cheaper than diploma.. Weird school..lol

Then, we went to the nearest shopping mall since my sisters need to buy a bookshelf. There, I bought some CDs.. As usual, cannot avoid the temptation of musics XDDD

an Adagios Weekend

(I'm listening to this at this moment)

a Tchaikovsky weekend

Since when I'm listening to classics??lol

I like classics, but not too heavy one like orchestra, simple classic tune can help me think clearer. Gives you warm and calm feeling.. I think its good for the soul ^^

I started to listening classic when high school. I was really stressful with the assignments and tests, so I was trying to find some music which can calming the emotion yet can improve concentration. Thus, I bought my first classic tape which actually for baby since I couldn't sleep at that time. So I turned on the music while I was trying to sleep. However, I felt that classic wasn't a bad idea at all. Before I always thought only old and conservative people like to listen to classic musics, but now I'm listening to it.hahaha Nice tune..

Each kind of music is nice to be listened to at the right moment and time. So bad music doesn't exist, everything is wonderful because its an expression of feelings toward our surroundings.

2010-08-12T07:40:00.000-07:00

こんばんわ～

I'll try to update this blog more often.. Yosh!

So, what shall I write this time? Confused~ XD

I've been playing some online games lately. I know that I'm not the online game type of person since I get bored easily.lol

しかし、このゲームはちょっと面白いと思っています... A friend of mine taught me how to play. She is really awesome, no wonder her Japanese is so terrific as well.. I should learn from her though.haha

The game is called ピグ.

かわいい～　I love the character so much ^^

There is another one from the same game provider but its called pico. Basically everything are similar, but I don't play it. A lot of my overseas friends play Pico instead of Pigg, but I'm lazy to make new char for Pico..lol

What I do almost everyday is playing this.. well, not really playing, just to scratch the card actually.. Since I don't have アメG to buy items XD

But today, I found this from the Disney area

Piglet~

I'm not into doll or some thing like this. However, it just looks so fluffy and very soft I think.. だからほしい～　^___^

プーさんwith little bit scary expression. こわい～ (>_<)

2010-08-11T02:38:00.000-07:00

I've been super hiatus lately, well actually I totally forgot about me having this blog (>_<) Gomen~

I guess the last update was when I was visiting my sisters in Malaysia. I went back to my hometown and then flew again to Malaysia and now I'm at their home and updating my blog again. Sigh... XDDD

I really don't understand what have I been doing for this year. Since I graduated from my univ last September, I've been wondering around without resulting any benefits for my life. I even barely study for my Japanese. It feels like my spirit has gone bit by bit. Perhaps its all because how intense or hard I study, my Japanese still useless in my daily life which makes I slowly forgot about what I've learned. Moreover, I'm really afraid about my visa. Until this time I still got no news about it. T_T

I just can hope everything will be okay, because if the worst case happened with my visa, it means that I have to find a job. This all kind of things makes me feel more sensitive sometimes. I have more and more conflict with my dad. Maybe because we have the same characteristics and we argue more than before. So, what I've been doing lately is just become more quiet. I don't talk much neither comment about everything. I guess smiling really does help as an answer towards some questions which you don't want to reply, because it really works.lol

My mom started to worry about me. I know that both of my parents are worried about my life since still no future can be seen yet (>_<)

I'm really really sorry to make both of them worried, but I have my dream which I really want to achieve. Please just give me some more time.. I never had any intention to make my parents sad, but I will be more upset if I live my life without passion. Maybe it sounds so selfish, but I want to make them proud by achieving my dream.

Before I flew to Malaysia, I visited my auntie's family and my grandma. My uncle asked me again about studying in Japan. My answer will never be changed, why they doubt me that much?? Am I that weak? or incapable to live overseas alone? Then why offering me to go to France? Always underestimate Asian country.. I know Japan is not as high class as France or Switzerland or any other western country, but I don't want to make mistake for the second time. So this time I will follow my heart and my passion and throwing away the high status or whatever they called it when your son or daughter are studying in European country.

What makes my heart hurt the most is when my grandma told her friends about my sister studying in Japan. She wasn't studying in Japan, she only went there for 2 weeks and that's for field trip. I don't get it, my grandma really didn't like me studying Japanese before and kept telling me about how powerful and important Chinese language is. So what happened now? Proudly saying my sister study in Japan? She is studying in Malaysia and not in Japan. I'm sorry because it sounds like I'm jealous of her. But I totally feel disappointed and betrayed.

Maybe the only one who is wrong here is me? Since it seems that everything I do is not as good as what my sisters and cousins do. Sounds so pathetic, but I really enjoy being alone. That's what I feel now.. and perhaps because of my characters, my mom told me to go home when I feel like I can't stand to live in Japan. Frankly saying, my mom really worried about me doing suicide.lol XD Yeah, that's what everyone tells about me. Easy to be bullied.hahaha

However, I believe that people can change and this is the opportunity for me to be more mature and independent. I'll keep faith on that ^^

2010-03-16T02:15:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was my birthday and I'm really grateful coz I could still celebrate it together with my family.. Although there was no birthday cake and no happy birthday song, but I still got the warm hug and blessing from everyone. Thank you so much for the love and I hope this year could be a year where I can start reaching my dream ^^

Got this as a present from Tomochii.. Thanks a lot Tomo, next year give me the real Tora-sama for my birthday present okay (>_<)

2010-03-05T07:23:00.000-08:00

I'm helping my sister with her assignment to make company logos.. But I end up finding a lot nice sakura pictures.. ^^

2010-01-27T05:42:00.000-08:00

~New pet have being adopted from Adopt Arisu Club~Starting New year with the hope it would be a better year, begin with accepting new things in your life and I'm waiting for some changes in my life. -Shinnen akemashite omedetou gozaimasu--

This is the second time Tomochii edited Tora sama's picture for me..

I don't know how to thank her after all the effort she's been putting in making this for me (>3<)

The first Tora sama picture edited by her was the final fantasy version ^^

Thanks a lot Tomochii~

And please visit her journal for more gorgeous stuff (http://last-ascension.livejournal.com/)

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-_-'

2009-12-03T16:28:00.001-08:00

I want this so badly T_T

2009-08-12T19:40:00.000-07:00

For wide screen :

2009-08-10T20:00:00.000-07:00

Continue ~~

2009-08-10T19:42:00.000-07:00

Long time I've never posted new things in my blog. So since I've already finished with my thesis defense and other school stuff, I'll start sharing my wallies again ^^
Enjoy~ ^^

2009-02-27T00:58:00.000-08:00

Yatta... Finally my OFSE is done. ^^ ~nyappy

Going to watch Bloody Monday DVD until finish.hehehe
So many things I want to do, but still got another problem on Monday related with thesis.
Never mind, just go watch DVD now. My friend told me that I looked like a sick person (again >_<)

Still miss my family so much *_*

Later will make wallies ~nyappy~

2009-02-23T23:49:00.001-08:00

So tired.. I'm still having my Oral final examinations. It supposed to be ended by tomorrow, but the lecturer couldn't come on previous Monday morning, so my schedule was moved into Friday after lunch T_T

I missed my family a lot, perhaps it is the effect because I too often return to my hometown lately.hehehe and I also miss my cinca paboo sisters >_< because they really like to make a fun of me which cherish me in someways.hehe

I cannot download many thins from Megaupload lately. I don't know why, but its really annoying though. So I have to spent my time searching for others link so I can download it, but then the connection is so osoii... Hoe, really troublesome (>_<)

2009-01-25T21:03:00.000-08:00

Minna.. Happy Chinese New Year ^0^
Getting a lot of ang pao today??wakakaka

I am becoming a little bit hyper now.hehehe well, I listen to various korean songs recently and I really love them as much as I love my Japanese songs.. Right now Seo TaiJi is my best korean singer... Of course after alice nine (>_<)
Actually I have known him quite long and his musics were the only korean songs in my iPod before, but now I also put various korean songs.

So this morning I started my day with watching some videos of Tai Ji's interview... He looks so young but he is 37 this year. It reminds me of Hyde L'arc en ciel (he is 41 this year if I'm not mistaken).

Watch some from Youtube:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wub7yydYf98
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eEVkFEIRkhg
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3WLn6RpYVvU
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=odJ9IkQYrtk
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EJZmpbAYkYc

and I really like the special edition cell phone of Seo TaiJi @_@

2009-01-21T22:43:00.000-08:00

I found another pretty clothes, which color? Kuroi desu ka shiroi desu ka (>_<) I like the black one, but almost all of my clothes are black T_T

2009-01-21T02:36:00.000-08:00

I made alice nine full house wallpapers.. Individual wallies will be coming soon..

Enjoy~

2009-01-19T23:32:00.001-08:00

Just came back from school for counseling regarding my thesis' topic.. Zettai ni taihen desu ne T_T

Now I am really afraid whether I have an access or not to the company which will be my topic. Whether it will be easy or not to get all the data that I need or not.. Hoa~~ my life is really depend on this now. If I couldn't make a good one, I couldn't graduate...

Calm down.. *take a deep breathe*
I can do it, I have to do it... >_<

Okay, forget about that for a while, I bought some clothes online from my cousins forum. The clothes pretty good actually and not so expensive as the department store has as well..hehehe
Post some pic of them..

Its lovely ~nyappy~

2009-01-15T01:19:00.001-08:00

Owatta.. Finally I'm done with the final exam.. Hopefully with no repetition later -_-"

Happy new year everyone (hehehe)
I know that this year will be tougher and better from previous (>_<)

and My Plan for This Year:
- Graduate with good score B at least, yay~ I had enough already with banking and finance, they just added more white hair for me(hehehe)
- Create a lot graphics again so I can share my friends ^^
- Make my life happier than before
- Learn guitar and piano (hehe)
- Go to Japan (well maybe I keep it for next year) >_<

So minna, kotoshi mo yoroshiku onegaishimasu ne... ^^

2008-11-13T21:02:00.000-08:00

みんな、おひしゃしぶり。。

This is the longest time I've never updated anything,しかし虎くんもおなじですよ、彼のブロッグをアップデットしません。（笑）

My sisters are going to bring a trouble to my sweet 十二月の休み。　ばかないもうと。

Wants to go home soon... Miss everyone..

2008-09-20T23:50:00.000-07:00

Today checking my email, got fs comment from Wawa about the latest Tora's hairstyle. Love it so much ^^

The colour suits him very well. New age with new hairstyle (laugh)

I just finished watching Tokyo Ghost Trip. Its a good movie, ehm well... with good looking Sowa in the drama of course (laugh) *baka and he also appear in Gokusen 3 episode 9 as a leader of bad gangster.. Anyway still admire him though.. Minna watch it kudasai (>_<)

2008-09-17T09:01:00.000-07:00

お誕生日おめでとうございます虎くん.　今年二十七歳になったよ.　世界一、しあわせになってくださいね虎..

I just pushed myself to post this because if not I would feel guilty. I couldn't update so often because school just becoming more and more taihen and I have to prepared my self for my Oral Final Exam while thinking about what should I write in my thesis proposal as well (T_T)

I understand that I should not abandon my blog (>_<) even Tora-kun uploaded his blog almost everyday recently. And about his new hair. I hope its not shocking purple. Dark purple is still fine but if shocking purple, er ... = _="''

Jya.. I've to go sleep now. Tomorrow have a presentation and early class. Oyasumi~ Zzzzzz....

2008-09-04T04:58:00.000-07:00

It's been a very long time that I've never up dated my blog. Even Tora kun updated his blog recently >_<

I finished with my internship and tomorrow will return to Jakarta and start studying again T_T Still one more year to go. Yosh がんばります.　

I got a new 120 gb external hard disk from my company. Hopfully tomorrow I am able to post the picture.. Nyappy coz don't need to buy a new one at this moment...

2008-08-02T01:19:00.000-07:00

Finally I've just received my first payment yesterday after being delayed for one week o(>_<)o

So happy but I have to buy a mobile phone for my sister and also have to pay for the bus ticket from Singapore to Kuala Lumpur. My sisters keep asking me to come next week but the bus is full booked already for morning schedule. Maybe I should call my mom first and ask her whether I better to KL or not because there is only ticket left at 4.30 in the afternoon. So if I take that bus and it will need 5 hours, so I will arrive in KL at 9.30 at night T-T

I am really confused now =.=' but I want to meet my sisters as well... *deng

So I end up being so random recently. Today I went shopping alone and I dunno where else to go because no one can join me. My friends are busy today, so poor me. But still nyappy 'cause I got my first paid.. Nya~~

2008-07-26T06:51:00.000-07:00

It's been a along time that I've never update my blog (>_<)

I'm so relieved that I had passed the last 2 weeks. Starting tomorrow I don't need to make any call.. I don't want to do it anymore. Call people regarding market research for around 30 - 45 minutes, no one can imagine that T_T

Today I went to a career workshop at Pan Pacific hotel and from there I learned that we, ladies, have to wear proper make up for each occasion. Because based on the research that they found, 55% of first impression that people will have toward us goes to how we look. After that 38% goes to how we walk, including how we sit and stand. Last one, 7% will go to how we talk, including which words we choose and our voice tone.

What a very good event. Now, I can open up my mind. Before I thought that make up wasn't that important, but actually make up helps to make our face looks fresh and bright.

So, I think I should start looking for some make up tools then(laugh) It means need more money o(>_<)o

2008-07-18T09:04:00.000-07:00

Queeennnn... You made me almost crying until my eyes swollen.(laugh) I think it's normal for J-rockers to have girlfriend but we'll never know about it. Private life always be private..

I am so tiredd~~ My work is killing me day by day (T_T) I'm really sicked and tired of calling people but I cannot say "no" to my bos each time he gives me a new task. Well other tasks are okay except calling people..

Starting next Monday, I will have another new assignment plus the calling. I still have 18 more companies to be called and one of my colleague fly to her hometown tonight so I have to handle some parts from her list. So it will add more companies to call.. Hoaaaa~~~

I wanna go home.. Yesterday I made a very stupid thing. I downloaded one song using my office computer and then after that my friend said that Singaporeans are very strict with downloading because it cause the declining of CD's selling. I was really scared. So idiot downloading while working, it's not at home.. Baka baka.. I promise, I won't do that again in the office o(>_<)o

2008-07-12T05:51:00.000-07:00

When I open my blog today and saw my C-box, I was totally freak out... Dame dame.... o(>_<)o

Where did you see it Queen?? From which blog?? T_T I really hope its not true (Cries)...

By the way, yesterday my friend asked me to eat ice cream. So we decided to try Ben & Jerry's waffle. It totally looks like nothing special but the price is crazy expensive. Almost $14, can you imagine its still only a waffle with ice cream. I don't want to eat that Ben & Jerry's unless someone treat me.(laugh)
It really doesn't look nice... But the strawberry smoothies taste really fresh but not from Ben & Jerry's. It was from a cafe but I forgot the name

(*Still crying) Sob.. sob..

2008-07-05T22:14:00.000-07:00

This is the second week I stay in Singapore. My job actually is not very hard, but its very tiring and make me busy enough >_<

So tomorrow my boss told me to help my friends with their Philippine projects which is a lot more confusing T_T I prefer to help them with plotting some dots onto the map even though I still don't know how (>_<)

Well, I'll post some works from Last Ascensions, finally(laugh)
The theme is more into murder or horror but really shows the man side of Shou kun n_n

2008-06-30T06:15:00.000-07:00

Hoeee.... Today is my second week working for that company, but I got so many things to do from my boss and all have to be finished by this Thursday or Friday T_T
So I might probably not going to eat sushi with my friends in this week because I have to finish all the works if I don't want to be fired (laugh)

Actually the job is pretty much fun compare with my former internship in Indonesia. Therefore I should enjoy it more. Yosh ganbarou n_n

2008-06-28T00:13:00.000-07:00

Damn.. Today was the sucks day ever. My God, I wasn't suppose to say that word, I am sorry >_<

I went to open a bank account because that's what my company asked me to do, but because I am only holding my passport and Training Visit Pass, I couldn't open it. They said that I had to bring someone as the guarantor so I can open a new bank account. Then my cousin's boyfriend came and became my guarantor so my bank account could be proceed. Suddenly this lady who told me that I had to find the guarantor, came and said that "Sorry we cannot proceed your bank account since your guarantor still below 21 years old". My God, my cousin was totally mad and she just went out with her boyfriend while I tried to cancel everything and got my money back.

Why is it so hard to open such a bank account?? I know that I am not in my country but at least give better service, at least say the rule completely so I wouldn't call my cousin's boyfriend to come to the bank. But, the person who help me to open the bank account was very nice, she tried to help, but nothing she could do.

So on Monday, I have to ask the HR person to help me with this bank account T_T My aunt said "just ask your boss to become your guarantor la".
Oh no, how come I have to ask my boss..
me: excuse me boss, can you become my guarantor so that I can open up a bank account? *deng
I even cannot imagine I am going to ask him like that 0_0

By the way, last Friday we had some kind like a practice when there was a fire in the building. I am not even a week there and there was something like this. What a unique company, but it's quite fun anyway because all people went out (laugh)

2008-06-21T19:20:00.000-07:00

I am in Singapore already T_T Returned again for the second time

Yesterday I chat with my friend who also doing apprenticeship in Singapore. She was totally mad at me. Made me hontou ni bikkuri >_<

She mentioned about going to Germany. She said if I told her that I am going to do my apprenticeship in Indonesia, she might probably in Germany right now because all of her friends are there. Her friends are also my friends too, we're always together in our university. It means at that time she didn't consider me as her friend T_T

I know that I am the one who is bad, I didn't try so hard to find a company back then and then went home leaving her alone. But actually I really didn't mean to leave her alone, I know that she is staying with her friends who I don't even know who they are. And it's impossible for 3 person to stay in a small room. Last night I cried, fortunately my cousin went to her friend's house, so I can relief a little bit even though I still feel guilty even though she already forgave me. Because of me she didn't go to germany. She said that she choosed Singapore because I also said so T_T
I am the one who is responsible for this, I am the one who made her didn't go to Germany. I am the one who are bad... When I am thinking about what she said, it still make me wanna cry, I hope I don't cry a lot, it's not good since I will start working on Monday...

I also want to say thank you to Wawa and Minori for Shou's super duper prince chraming version picture n_n It's really cheer me up..

2008-06-18T22:56:00.000-07:00

Just read my email.. It's too sudden, I had to go to Singapore on this Saturday. My work will start on Monday and also need to do medical check up, it means blood test (faint) T_T

I cannot think clearly now, my mind is freezing and I ended up replying very stupid email. It makes me really like an idiot person >_< Hoooaaaa..... T_T

Cannot do anything properly right now, I am still panic... Deng

Even cannot feel happy to see Alice nine gekkou yoku pv preview T_T
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PPs2p1XPSXQ
Got from lunachaos Lj.

2008-06-15T00:11:00.000-07:00

Minna gomen ne.. I couldn't write anything for this few days.. Thank you so much for your support and I really sorry to make you guys worried >_<

I am not fever anymore but my stomach is hurt regularly whenever I eat spicy, sour, or I don't know. Therefore yesterday my mom brought me to a "sensei" and she said that my digestion isn't good and the main problem is with my bilge. The sensei wanted to give me some medicine but because today I return to my hometown, she will nurse me later after I go to Jkrt again.

By the way, I am so relief to know that Shou's news isn't true. Thank you to Wawa and my new friend Last Ascension. Both of you are such interesting friends..o(n_n)o.. Hontou no kimochi.... The wallpaper I used sure made by Last Ascension. There are 2 picture of alpha but I love this one I'm using now the most. Doumo arigatou gozaimasu minna n_n

2008-06-10T19:27:00.000-07:00

I just open my Lj and read a quite bad news about Shou got car accident in Akihabara T_T
http://www.bebo.com/BlogView.jsp?MemberId=2248931033&BlogId=7031863674
Hopefully he will be fine soon..

2008-06-10T18:52:00.000-07:00

I couldn't make any posting because I was sick for a few days. Yesterday my stomach suddenly felt hurt again and my mom forced me to go to hospital. I also had high fever so the doctor gave me a weird medicine to lower my body temperature >_<

My sister told me maybe I got appendix since my stomach was hurt in the right side each time the doctor pushed it. I was really scare T_T but the doctor said it wasn't appendix, probably my intestine got infection. The doctor asked me to do some blood and urine test but I refused because last year after I did the blood test suddenly I fainted. So the doctor just gave me 2 kind of medicines to drink. I hate doctor and hospital >_<

2008-06-05T21:39:00.000-07:00

Here is some Tora's pictures I got from miy382avi Lj (I like browsing in Lj recently, a lot of treasures o(@_@)o )
And here some editing n_n

before -- after

2008-06-05T21:27:00.000-07:00

I found this picture yesterday. Don't know what to comment on this. I just can't stop saying ahh,ehh and ohh(laugh)
Those above are Saga as a model in Gothic Lolita Bible (from sparklegun Lj) and below is Shou (from mckinder Lj), but don't know from which magazine >_<

2008-06-04T19:23:00.000-07:00

Ohayo~~

I was looking at my Lj and there was a new message from Last Ascension. The content is Tora 3D pic ^^

Well, it's the different 3D version with the Shou one, but still kakkoii though. Later I'll also try to make 3D pictures.. I'll wait for the tutorial or maybe I'll ask my cousin to teach me >_<

2008-06-03T23:28:00.000-07:00

I am free today, so I will post something interesting for me. Actually I've wanted to post this since 2 or 3 weeks ago but I didn't have time >_< style="font-weight: bold;">Namae wa, mada muhi:
Time machine....................................................writer: Tora
Mellow ni shizunde............................................writer: Tora

Kowloon Nine Heads Rodeo Show:
Kowloon -NINE HEADS RODEO SHOW.......writer: Tora
Red Carpet Going On .......................................writer: Hiroto
Senjou ni Hanataba wo......................................writer: Tora

Gion Shouja No Kane ga Naru:
Akai Kazeguruma .............................................writer: Tora

ALICE IN WONDERLAND:
Siva & Diva ........................................................writer: Saga & Nao
Shunkashuutou .................................................writer: Tora
Souen -Na mo Naki Kimi .................................writer: Saga
High collar naru rondo .....................................writer: Saga
Heisei juunana nen shichigatsu nanoka .........writer: Hiroto

Kasou mushou shi:
Yami ni Chiru Sakura ......................................writer: Saga
Byakuya ni Kuro Neko ....................................writer: Tora
Mugen no Hana ................................................writer: Saga

Zekkeishoku:
1. Corona ...........................................................writer: Hiroto
2. VELVET ........................................................writer: Hiroto
3. FANTASY .....................................................writer: Hiroto
4. 3.2.1.REAL@-SE- ........................................writer: Hiroto
5. haru, sakura no koro ....................................writer: Hiroto
6. DEAD SCHOOL SCREAMING ...................writer: Saga
7. kokkai no kurage -Instrumental- ...............writer: Hiroto
8. jelly fish ..........................................................writer: Saga
9. WORLD END ANTHOLOGY ......................writer: Tora
10. Q. ...................................................................writer: Tora
11. Kowloon -NINE HEADS RODEO SHOW- ......writer: Tora
12. ARMOR RING .............................................writer: Saga

Number Six.:
Number Six. ...............Hiroto start/ Tora rework + finish

Jewels:
Jewels..................................................................writer: Saga
Rosario.................................................................writer: Saga
13..........................................................................writer: Tora

White Prayer:
White Prayer......................................................writer: Hiroto
Sutorei Cat..........................................................writer: Tora
The Last Empire................................................writer: Hiroto

ALPHA:
1. ZERO...............................................................writer: Saga
2. cosmic world...................................................writer: Hiroto
3. Aoi tori ............................................................writer: Tora
4. JEWELS...........................................................writer: Saga
5. 9th Revolver....................................................writer: Tora
6. -Dice-................................................................writer: Tora
7. NUMBER SIX. ................................................writer: Hiroto
8. Kousai ...............................................................writer: Hiroto
9. WHITE PRAYER.............................................writer: Hiroto
10. ERASER .........................................................writer: Saga
11. BLUE PLANET .............................................writer: Tora
12. Cradle to [Alpha]...........................................writer: Hiroto?

Tsubasa:
Tsubasa ...............................................................writer: Tora (confirmed already - Thank's Wawa- )
Ruri no ame ........................................................writer: Tora
Follow me ............................................................writer: no clue

Mirror Ball:
Mirror Ball............................................................writer: Hiroto
Kiseki.....................................................................writer: Saga

2008-06-03T09:13:00.000-07:00

I've just finished sending all the documents asked to the company.. Today the HR person had called me for 4 or 5 times already, but I left my cellphone because I was in a hurry to pick all the doc from my school (there were an issue about demonstration just near my school) >_<

This time I put my sister's thing. She made it by herself and I saw it when I wanted to borrow her t-shirt. Its a chibi picture of Ruki san.. She told me that she will make many clothes for me. Hayaku tsukute, matteru yo..(^0^)..

2008-06-02T01:19:00.000-07:00

I went to my university this morning, but the person whom I looked for wasn't coming today. So I have to go back there again tomorrow. I hope there is still enough time because I've already promised that all the documents for TVP will be sent tomorrow by the latest.

I found this 3D pic of Shou kun from Last Ascension Lj. He really look like the main character from Final Fantasy(laugh). I really hope that someday Square enix or other game developer will create an interesting game with alice nine as the main character n_n

2008-05-31T21:18:00.000-07:00

Today I will go to Jakarta.. Last Friday, I received an email from a company in Singapore which asked me to send all documents needed to process my training visit pass. Therefore tomorrow I have to go to my university and to my senior high school to ask for the documents.

I don't know whether should be happy or sad. Happy because I can at least feel how does it going to be when you work for Singaporean (laugh). On contrary, I don't want to go, 日本語を勉強できるように。。

However I hate to stay there I have to be grateful because God gives me chance to run after this opportunity. Hopefully my TVP can be processed as soon as possible so I can start working on June 16. If I got this job, I can earn money to buy alice nine "Rainbows" (but still cannot afford to buy all types) and probably some Kagrra's DVDs n_n

By the way I found this translation link of Shoxx Magz talking about personal interviews with each of alice nine members. It makes me love アリス九號 even more now ^_^
http://www.jhouserock.com/portal/index.php?option=com_content&task=view&id=250&Itemid=516

2008-05-28T00:59:00.000-07:00

I cannot use my internet connection at home because it's over limit already >_<
Fortunately 先生は今日私に教えることができません、だから一寸インターネットをしめます　n_n
しかし、先生は病気から、はやく直ってください。おだいじにね。。

So I did quite a lot of browsing and I wonder where can I download all of the Kagrra DVDs.. To be honest, I am a type of person who will spend all of my money to buy my fav bands stuff instead of saving it. I know that it's really a bad habit >_< However it's still impossible to buy the original one right?? Even though I like genuine products so much but still cannot afford to have all of them T_T

Besides, I am not working yet, and still depend on my parents. That's why I should be wise in using the money since its my parents money and not mine.

After I read some posting in livejournal, I find that lot of them are selling J-rock goods. I was thinking maybe sometimes I can try to buy from them even though its second hand, but if its still in reasonable price why not then.

2008-05-24T06:45:00.000-07:00

Hoaaa... My mozilla okashii... I've already tried to post my writing for 4 times already and failed all the time. Then, I used internet explorer this time. Luckily it worked ^_^

My friend lend me this Kagrra DVD.. Even though its the 2005 concert but still love them very much n_n
If only I had also had this DVD (because it's the original one) hehehehe

Yesterday I had nothing to do and then made this alice nine wallie. I think I should start making many V-kei wallpaper instead of alicenine all the time (laugh)

Sometimes its hard to find the idea for the position and design. I hope I can start with Kagrra wallie later n_n

2008-05-15T02:48:00.000-07:00

I just knew from my friend that alicenine is going to release their newest single RAINBOW...

I know that I really love Alicenine so much, but I think this time is the hardest to decide which type should I buy.. No money to buy all of the types T_T

However I am very happy ~yay~

2008-05-13T19:56:00.000-07:00

ohayou ....

This morning I feel a little bit, well not a little bit, I feel very very lazy today..... Arrgghhh I dunno what happened but I just wanna stay at home for the whole day. However its impossible indeed T_T Today have to study again since I had already didn't come yesterday -_-

Yesterday I brought my laptop to activate the antivirus, but the repairman said they lost the cd so I had to change my antivirus with another brand which I feel make my laptop slower >_<

uhhh... Really want to have a long break.. Also something problem occur again. My windows media player cannot play some of the video include the alicenine concert or fc only T_T ~poor me~
Maybe I'll try to open it at sensei's place, if it can be opened than I should change my WMP version...

2008-05-09T06:57:00.000-07:00

Two of my friends and I joined the japanese quiz contest today. However we lost at last because we were put in the hardest group.. It's quiet impossible to win if your opponenents are the students who have been learning Japanese for 2 or 3 years, while my friends and I have just been studying for 3 or 4 months.. T_T

One thing that made all of us so sad and angry is that in the rules there is written that for students who have ever been to Japan are not allowed to join the contest, but the fact is one of our opponent member had been gone to Japan before. He also the one who answered all the questions. Totally unfair... >_<

2008-05-08T01:48:00.001-07:00

Starting today I'm going to join the nihon bunka sai at one of the daigaku at my hometown..

So happy because I get many new friends who also have the same shumi and interest with me, because usually at my university only me who likes nihon no bando.. Today they also teach me how to use livejournal >_< (laugh) They also said to enter to http://community.livejournal.com/xaliceninex/ because there so many stuffs can be downloaded.. n_n ~nyappy~

2008-04-30T20:40:00.000-07:00

I Woke up at 7.30 this morning.. I think this is the first time I woke up very early during my holiday time (laugh) I feel that both of my eyes a little bit swollen.. Need to take a rest today..

I am planning to cut my hair, but still confuse whether its better to be cut or not. Baka baka....

The internet connection also weird.. The first time it was installed, I couldn't open my blog >_< and up till now I couldn't upload any song to my imeem account.. okashii ne..

2008-04-30T07:32:00.000-07:00

Today I went home a little bit late. My car was borrowed so I couldn't go home earlier. Fortunately tomorrow is holiday n_n but still don't know whether tomorrow will go to sensei's place or not.. So tiredddd.....

I think it's better for me not to go and meet sensei's other guests. I don't want to have this kind of feeling again just like after I met this guy last Sunday... Sooo terrible... I feel that my mind is so weird and there also a very big emptiness in myself. Watashi wa hontou ni baka na hito, kare ha jiisan desu kara.... T-T

Really don't understand what is happening and just see what will happen later when he return from his surfing activity... Deng... Ima wa tottemo sabishii desu....

Finally

2008-04-29T03:59:00.000-07:00

I've installed the internet connection at home now. So happy because started from today I can online everyday (laugh)

So Happy, this time begin with the download again n_n

~nyappy~

Another works

2008-04-22T02:13:00.000-07:00

It's been quite a long time I've never made any posting. I am returned already from Singapore (T_T) To be honest I don't know whether I should be happy or not. Ima made, mada shinpai suru no kimochi kara. I really don't care anymore about my study. Just see what will happen later. Hopefully nothing bad will occur, if not I am totally ruin.

Since I am returned, I cannot use the internet connection everyday anymore. Currently I am pursuing my parents to put internet connection at my home, so I can log in everyday and not on Saturday night only (laugh)

So, here is some editing works. I always make something at least two version. It's very hard to decide which one is better since alice nine always look kakkoii in every situation n_n
Hope everyone love it...

1st Version

2nd Version

My editing result >_<

2008-04-06T10:24:00.001-07:00

I've never done editing stuff before but recently I start trying to copy and paste and change whatever can be changed.(laugh)
This is the result. Still far from what I am expecting, but honestly I am quite satisfy with my work >_<

1st version

2nd version

好きな物

2008-04-05T23:35:00.000-07:00

This time I am going to post something new and something that I just knew and fell in love with ^^　

1. Mangosteen Juice >> Very very nice juice with sweet and sour taste, must try >o<
2. My new DigiCam >> Finally I bought the new one. The previous one my dad bought was Minolta and quite hard to use it. Lots of troubles >_<>

3. Japanese Green Tea >> I am green tea lover (laugh) Japanese green tea has a different taste compare with others. Its not too bitter and has a very nice color. Can make me calmer and peace. Also good for health n_n

4. My Pc notebook >> I don't know how to live without my laptop. This is the one and only I have (laugh). It's so small and light. Therefore easy to carry and move from one to another place^^

5. Last but not least: My Fav bands >> I love all V-kei/Oshare bands but PsCo. is the best. -aLiCeNiNe-KaGRRa-THe GaZeTTe-KRa-MiYaVi-SuG-SCReW- Their musics always lighten mylife(laugh)

Pictures from last week venue

2008-04-05T22:43:00.000-07:00

I forgot to post about this one >_< Last sunday, my friend and I went to The Padang and watched this event. F1 event sponsored by Johnny Walker was very good one to be missed. So lucky can see it ^_^ eventhough there was so many people there and we had to "fight" to get the best view (laugh)

The F1 legend, Mika Hakinen, also came and drove the F1 car. It was splendid and magnificent (I think I use the words too much)-laugh-

Cannot take the picture very clear because the car was very fast >_<

Pics

2008-04-02T03:59:00.000-07:00

Some pics I took from the web ^_^

Finally

2008-04-02T03:50:00.000-07:00

I finally can see Alice nine new official website layout. Since yesterday I couldn't open it. Something wrong with my pc again *deng

So today I borrowed my cousin laptop and can open the website.

~Nyappi n_n~

Hitori de >_<

2008-03-31T09:47:00.000-07:00

Today I went to Orchard to meet my old friend. I think its around 3 or 4 years that we haven't seen each other (quite long ne >_<) She just finished with her work at 5 o'clock, so we met at 7 o'clock at Paragon mall. This was the first time I went alone just by myself in such a foreign place.hehehe

Don't know how come I can do these thing ^_^ Got new power and spirit (laugh) But I did miss the bus stop when I came back home. I didn't recognize the place because it looks the same everywhere.hehehe

Fortunately, the bus stop where I arrived is not very far also, so just took some walk and enjoy the night.hahahaha tottemo ureshi no kimochi n_n

私は帰りたい

2008-03-30T08:42:00.000-07:00

昨日　シンがプル　で　来ました。　今日　私と友だち　は　シンがプル　で　さんぽした。　今　私の足
は　とっても　痛いんですけど、　とっても　楽しかった　です。

Right now better use english again.hehehe I finally got there. Into Singapore (what am I doing actually??) I really don't understand the way people live in here. They are so busy and so crowded on the street. Maybe the way people live here more or less similar with people in Japan, especially in Tokyo, but still I don't want to be here. Honestly, I really don't like to stay in Singapore. Each time I come there I always feel uneasy. I also don't know why.

I think I will try to keep up my spirit and then try to find a place for my internship. Hopefully, I can find get it within this week. If not, I think on the next week I'll return. No need to spend so many days in Singapore because it will be very costly since all the price increases.

I also get another problem with my nose and throat. I think I will get flu. Hopefully not become a fever T_T

How come???

2008-03-24T06:30:00.000-07:00

This morning when I visited Shikasakana's blog there is an amazing news. Alice nine new singuru which planned to be released on 26 is leaked. I think it's not really means "leaked". Maybe someone copied it but I don't know >_<

This time I am downloading Kra-escape. I didn't know that their album are out already. Baka baka baka Bletak* n_n

????

2008-03-19T05:42:00.000-07:00

Right now I am chating with my friends who are in Singapore and Germany. They have already got a job for the internship program. I think I am the only one who still don't get anyjob everywhere. It's not that I don't want to look for it, but I am very confused to decide.

In Padang I can take language courses and I can study them everyday. If I find a place for my internship, I cannot study the languages T_T What should I do I really don't know.

My friend in Singapore said that I better go to Singapore in order to get more chances to work in a company there. I still confused, I am really really confused. I can't think neither make decision. It's just like my mind stop working. God please help me......

Maybe I should try go to Singapore, but to be honest I don't want to stop my language courses.huhuuu

My Mirror Ball

2008-03-13T21:36:00.000-07:00

Today I am going to have another Japanese course at 11 o'clock just like usual, but the teacher is going out right now so I a\can use the inet for a while.

Fortunately, after I saw Wawa's blog, I knew that both of alicenine's pvs are out already. But I still have to wait until tomorrow to download it since only on Saturday I can download everything >_<

The funny thing is that a person who is sitting besides me right now AT THIS TIME is watching the PV right now. Luckily only MIRROR BALL and I can't stand anymore. ARrrrrgghhhh...

I can feel my body is trembling and both of my hands are so damn cold. I WANT TO WATCH THE PVS... T_T

Patient, I have to be patient neee... But it's just made me hard to think and even I have to repeat my typing because almost of them are wrong...

I think I better go out now before this girl palys alicenine eraser...

No title this time

2008-03-10T23:39:00.000-07:00

It's raining hard today. I can't go home now T_T

But it's ok, because I can use inet for a while and making some posting ^_^
I really don't know what I supposed to do. I still haven't got a place for doing my apprenticeship.
I can't decide also which one I will choose. I still hoping that I can do it in Singapore, but since there is no companies answering to my application (which I still wait until now >_<), maybe I should return to Jakarta then.

I will think about it later. Right now I got bad headche to think about this T_T

I am sorry

2008-02-23T03:43:00.000-08:00

Finally I can write my blog again..

Starting this time I think only Saturday I can write new post.. There still no news from companies in Singapore which I already sent my CV. I don't know what else to do instead of waiting.

With no internet I felt that I am very far away with my lovely alicenine, kagrra, and other V-Kei bands.. Usually I can read the newest information about them everyday, but this time I cannot. Only Saturday I can online and after I read Wawa's blog I am so amazed because a lot of pictures there. So happy... Thank you Wawa ^_^

CNY Day

2008-02-07T10:36:00.000-08:00

This time is a picture of my sister, cousin, and sister again ^^
You guys look very enthusiast 0_O
(There are lot of their picture in the comp. at this moment) ^^

Closer look of my sis's hairstyle. She made it with red hairspray color thing (I don't really understand what's that thing >_<)
But it's just temporary. When you wash it, the color will be gone..

~Nyappy~

2008-02-05T23:58:00.000-08:00

Well, this is my last post for today (I've written so many nee.. >_<) Need to go now, leave all my downloading stuffs behind (but it's still downloading though with poor connection "ganbate"^^)

So lazy but have to start doing packing for leaving to my hometown since tomorrow I might not have time to do it (laugh)

So I am leaving now and "HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR"

Another Pic ^^

2008-02-05T23:47:00.000-08:00

Yosh!! I put another picture of the two bassists which I just found (browsing like crazy because there is nothing else to do hehehe)

They are so handsome in that pic, I even can't stop looking at Saga. He is soooooooo cool n_n He surely get his make up so perfect n_n

So bored

2008-02-05T22:59:00.000-08:00

It's 2 pm already. After praying and having lunch, everyone go to mall and I am alone right now. Just watch my downloading stuffs because the connection is so bad. Today it has already disconnected suddenly for 3 times. And for 3 times I failed to download the songs. T_T

Arrgghhh.. It's just disconnected again and once more ruin my downloading T_T What happen?? It said that "normal disconnect" And now have to re-download it again for the third times??

To be honest, sometimes I hate using wireless.. But this one offer quite good internet service (because it's unlimited), but the connection is totally horrible. When it's raining so hard, you cannot connect at all. What a pity >_<

Who?? -Kazoku-

2008-02-05T22:36:00.000-08:00

I think this band pretty cool.. Unfortunately they are not active anymore, means already separated.. I try to look up for all their works (singles and albums), but it's quite hard to find the latest one "Battle Soul"

I've visited so many blogs but still cannot find it. Anyone know where I can download it?? Please tell me nee...

CNY is coming

2008-02-05T06:31:00.001-08:00

I went to supermarket with my grandpa and bought so many kind of juices. One of it is sparkling wine juice (I think it's very unimportant ^^).. My grandpa has never bought juices as many as today.hehehe Grandpa said that it's for once a year.hahaha

And my other cousins also come.. So happy can meet again after quite a long time n_n ~nyappy~

Does everybody happy too?? CNY is coming ~yey~ ^^